Tonight I can’t see you and that’s my problem. I wanna see you but I can’t. Because you are so close to me, you are so so near to me that I can’t see you, but I can feel you. You are in my heart, you are in my heart.
That’s been a long time devil took my heart, but you didn’t break up our friendship. You are in my heart with a little space and with this little space I can feel how big you are, how big.
Tonight I wanna cry, but my eyes don’t let me to cry. They say if you are sorry of what you have done in your whole life, you wanna turn back, if your eyes don’t let you to cry, it’s useless, stop trying, Go straight to hell. They say this world doesn’t deserve living. They say KiLl YoUrSeLf. They always bother me. You know they are always whispering in my left ear. I can’t get rid of them. They tell me they would never leave me alone. It’s not too bad, let them be there. They don’t know I have still your voice in my right ear and it’s reviving me.
Just tonight let me cry. Let my tears come to my lips and let my lips tell you how much I love you, how much I miss you. Just tonight let me cry. You are always near to me, you know how much I am lonely, I wanna cry for you in my loneliness, but you always send people to me to not cry for you, Bcoz you can’t tolerate seeing my tears. How can you tolerate, you are my master, you are the only thing I think about when I’m alone. I wanna B always Alone.
You are the only person who listens to my words in silence. You are the only person who I can trust. You are the only person who Don’t ask me to change, you expect me to change sometimes and love me for whom I am. You are the only person who will Never leave me. You are the only person who won’t forget me. You are the only person who will never break my heart. You are the only true friend for me and too much for me.
source: Teenager Magazine Blog